Astronaut Reveals Mental Health Struggle After Wave of Backlash Following Journey

Crew Member during journey
The scientist and activist, a bioastronautics research scientist, was aboard the automated spacecraft in April 2025.

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.

The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, recalling a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.

She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose kindness pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.

She added that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

The Historic Journey

The self-operating New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The group of women also included leaders in various fields.

The venture behind the mission is a private space firm launched by a well-known tech mogul.

Natasha Rivera
Natasha Rivera

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